and it changed everything.
my lifestyle and my hopes.
i realise there is no way turning back.
but to face it toughly.
and that is the hardest part for me to get through.
life is sucks for me tonight.
i survive alone in this lonely night,
fighting with all those miserable feeling in me,
that could makes me crazy.
How i wish i could lie on the bed,
close my eyes completely,
with no strange feeling in me.
god,please send someone to rescue me out from this pain.
that is my one and only hope.
please~
