i appreciate these 86400 seconds...
as the reasons..
ther is no further explaination..
just..
working on monday aint that sucks compared to sunday..
workers and 'boss' become more friendly during monday..
even job turns to be easier..
the best thing is..
i can be myself and dont have to act so hypocrite..
today..
i enjoyed my job so much..
i loved serving cutomers..
even though some of them might be very picky..
they turned my job to be so challenging..
tonight..
things doesnt turn out to be what i wish to...
i had my plan..
but everything ruined..
gan liyi..
i thought there was going to be a nice conversation tonight...
just between u and me..
but..
the crowded situation doesnt allow me to do so..
sorry..to behave so passive tonight..
i didnt know what to say..
but i did enjoyed your friends' conversation..
hope u wont mind..
i wish to have the second chance...
after knowing you...
i realise...
life should be happy and enjoyable..
eventhough u work so much..
yet..
u seems to enjoy it..
thats the great thing i learned within you..
maybe i should learned to be more independent..
just like u..
u are so impressive..
to find jobs yourself..
travelling yourself..
without burdening anyone..
your identity as a 'girl' really amaze me..
one more thing that i had realise is..
i aint independent enough to be a real man..
thought that i am already prefect enough to gain experience surviving in a boarding school..
independent enough..
but i was wrong..
i am weak compared to other peers like me..
i have to make a change...
