Secondary schooling had already finished..
celebrated by spm test..
17 years i had been survived in this world..
and i could see..
The moment of my life in hostel was the most meaningful yet the best part of my life..
I realize..my dad's decision sending me to a boarding school was no wrong..
In that school..i experienced every sad,exciting,unforgetable,dissappointed,happy,enjoyable moment in my life...
i had been through various type of activities that others had wouldnt done it before..
Im glad to move there..
As that was the place where i started to learn every each principle that i had applied in my life till now..
That school was just like a TICKET..
which allowed me to continue living my life..
and lead me to a better place...place to gain knowledge...
now..i got no worry with my life..
Sometimes,i did thought back about the past..
i am a type of person who are not willing to study too much..synonym as lazy..
lazy to study..
me myself might be damaged if i werent not send to mjsc terendak...
at here too, i would like to thanks my buddies and my friends who once study in the same college with me..
Their exist had already left a deep mark in my heart..
i would not forget the moment when we hanging out together,advice and comfort each other when one of us are in trouble..
For 5 years,finally i did knew how does friendship actually means...not by only spelling it out loud..
hostel life is just like a cycle..
every each form we had been through have its own differences..
just like..
when we were in form 1,we were bullied by the senior so badly..
they 'pau' our food, ask us to wash and iron clothes for them..
there was no such thing like '..as a token of appreciation..'
u should never hope for a reward from them even though u did really help them a lot..
it was so funny to think back about the thing that we had done to them..
At that time,when we felt dissatisfied with a senior, we will curse them so badly..
From that time, we learned how to cuss and so then...
everyday we will split out dirty and impolite words in every of our dialogue even though we never meant to..
2009 was the last year for us..
We grew to be a form 5 student..
And at this age, people started to fight for the 'otai' title..
that means everyone included me started to be bad..
we treated our juniors so cruelly..just like how the past seniors had treated us before..
ACtually,we were never meant to take revenge..
just when sometimes, tonnes of homework and troubles presurring us..
made us so tension forcing us to release it on the juniors..
Please dont get wrong..
till now..i had never bashed any junior before..
all they had to do is just settle my clothes that i had to wear next day..
my fellow friends..
i respect them..
sometimes..
they sacrificed themselves to give the juniors some lessons...
they waste their time and energy to educate those juniors to be a good person when they grew up..
stubborn juniors always make us screwed up..
when we got no choice,we will used violence..
The intention is not to harm them but to teach them..
As the result,some of them really changed..
they turned to be more hardworking and polite..
a lot people had very bad impression on us..
that is because they don't understand the beyond of the fact..
